God is in control..he is the author and finisher of our faith..Jesus himself learned obedience through the things he suffered. Keep God in the equasion..remember Job..God asked Satan..have you considered my servant Job..then he started brag...ging on him..saying that he is upright and so forth..Satan got mad and told God..let me afflict him and take his stuff and he will leave you..God said go ahead..but you cant kill him..before Satan could do anything ..and even after God gave him the ok..Satan still had to ask God to remove the hedge of protection..if he was in charge..why is he going through all this trouble to get him..in the end Job was restored..but he was left with a scar..something to remind him of what happened...it was a horrible test..but one of the greatest victories..he couldve been bitter or better..revelations..says that God has the keys to hell..death..and the grave..Satan doesnt have the keys to his own crib..Jesus is running the show..the fight is fixed..endure hardness as a good soldierSee More