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Wall
Everybody,
keeps a secret deep inside
that special place where,
your storing all your little lies.
... Everybody,
needs a place where they can hide
from the things they wish they never said.
I will always play the fool
I will never follow through
I will never know the truth
So I have nothing left to lose
I will always play the fool
I will never follow through
I will never know the truth
So I have nothing left
To lose
choking on your fallacy
unwelcomed hospitality
anti-trust diplomacy
counter-culture tyranny
Irritation generation
Gravity born, gravity bound
Watch as we erase it all
Without a thought
Without a sound
When Karma catches up to you
Don’t be surprised when all your lies and things from your past return too fast
It all comes back to you
When Karma catches up to you
Don’t be surprised when all your lies and things from your past return too fast
It all comes back
When Karma catches up to you
Don’t be surprised when all your lies and things from your past return too fast
It all comes back to you
When Karma catches up to you
Don’t be surprised when all your lies and things from your past return too fast
It all comes back
To you
No one can really change the way we feel
For what we think is who we are
Does anybody ever really heal?
No one can hide from their own scars
No one can really change the way we feel
For what we think is who we are
Does anybody ever really heal?
No one can hide from their own scars
Karma (Vs I - ?)
Words and Music: Zim ZumSee More- Everybody's talking about political confusion
I could give a fuck about the state of the union
The battle rages on, the revolutions in my head
My delusions are my medicine without them I'd be dead
... How I wish I could remember,
the series of events that brought me to this (how did I get here?)
I've been in a never ending December
frozen solid, I just stare at the wall
I'm both, Jekyll and Hyde
when it's 6 in the morning and there's no end in sight
The people, the places, the faces, the scene
it's dope sick clique, if you know what I mean
So, I hear you think,
you've got the world all figured out
your the one with the plan,
your gonna stick it to the man
You might want to think it through
I'd like to see what you would do
when you've got your tongue
under the barrel of a gun
I'll give you something
I'll give you something that you need
I'll give you something
I'll give you something to make you shout
I'll give you something
I'll give you something to make you bleed
I'll give you something
I'll give you something to cry about
I'll give you something
I'll give you the finger to your face
I'll give you something
I'll give you me when I sell out
I'll give you something
I'll give you something you can taste
I'll give you something
I'll give you something to cry about
here I stand not 1 day sober
knowing it will never end but wishing it was over
tomorrow I will wake up and do it all again
no matter what I say, noone understands, how I feel
Feels like the last time, I will ever see, the sun go down
cross my fingers and close my eyes
nobody moves and nobody dies
I thought that I could take it, but now I know I cant
no matter what I say, noone understands, how I feel
Feels like the last time, I will ever see, the sun go down
Everything that I love is hell-bent on killing me
Maybe i'm the one who's hell-bent but I refuse to see?
Loss of control, spin out, sift through the wreckage
Sometimes, I cant help myself, and I could care less
Just follow the apathy and that's where you will find me
Stand up, sit down, shut up, dont let them see you shaking
Dont laugh, dont cry, dont blink, dont let them know your thinking
Just follow the anarchy and that's where you will find me
All I want is sex, drugs and rock n roll
so come on, lets get it on, I'm ready to go (so wont cha')
Gimme, gimmie sex, drugs and rock n roll
so come on, come on, lets get on with the show
The Skin I'm In (Vs. I - Chorus I)
words and music: Zim ZumSee More - All the disillusioned say; God damn the revolution
Chaos and confusion will give birth to a new religion
All the disillusioned say; God damn the revolution
Chaos and confusion will give birth to a new religion
... All the disillusioned say; God damn the revolution
Not buying what you're telling me
Don’t need what you’re selling me
Life is sick
Who the fuck cares?
So are you
Life's a trick and nobody cares
Why should you?
Life is sick
Who the fuck cares?
So are you
It's times like this that make us do things we shouldn’t do
Life' a trick and nobody cares
Why should you?
Life's a trick and nobody cares
What you do
Life's a trick and nobody cares
Why should you?
Life's a trick and nobody cares
Lost revolutions
Leave lonely humans
To wonder why
To wait to die
To leave us broken
On our last words choking
Hey disillusioned
It's mass confusion,
Better find a new solution
You’re running out of time
Lost revolutions
Leave lonely humans
To wonder why
To wait to die
To leave us broken
On our last words choking
So we spend our lives
Killing time we borrowed
Living in a dream
Like there’s no tomorrow
Then we end our lives
On our knees and hollow
Wishing it was meaning something
Knowing it was all for nothing
Look at me, I'm not you
but your still a part of me and i'm still a part of you.
Do you ever wonder why,
everything is a dream never quite what it seems.
You say i'm free but thats not what I see,
all I ever find is that youve stripped me down to deaf, dumb and blind.
I know i'm sick but I just cant afford to be.
You know i'm sick because all day long your watching me.
Does anybody even care anymore?
I cant even walk down the block without
someone always watching me.
I cant even turn on tv without
someone always lieing to me.
I will not live my life this way.
Love us
See nobody
Trust us
Hear nobody
Watch us
Speak to no one
Kill what’s inside
You
Love us
See nobody
Trust us
Hear nobody
Watch us
Speak to no one
Kill what’s inside you
The Disillusioned Revolution (Intro/Vs. I - ?)
Words and Music: Zim ZumSee More - I am the sickness and you are the only cure
And I am so filthy and I wish that I was pure
And I was so holy and now I'm just a lonely whore
And now that I have it all I'm still so fucking bored
... I am frustrated, subversive and anarchist
And I am a product of sex, drugs and politics
And I am the essence of sickness in society
And now and forever I choose
The art of the bruise
Life is just a war
That I'm still fighting
This is the time to get up or kiss it goodbye
Life is just a war
That I'm still fighting
This is the time to get up or go down fighting
Life is just a war
That I'm still fighting
This is the time to get up or kiss it goodbye
Life is just a war
That I'm still fighting
This is the time to get up or go down fighting
I am the shit on your shined shoes
I am the bad with your good news
I'm anti productive and super destructive
A subliminal countdown
All American meltdown
The Art of the Bruise (Vs. I - Chorus I)
Words and Music: Zim ZumSee More - Pretty, pretty, pretty girlfriend
With a pretty, pretty, pretty bad habit
It gets pretty, ugly
When she's really, really, really
Got to have it
...
I've given her everything
And all she does is take it
I'm always fixing everything
And all she does is break it
I'm kinda sick of fucking her
And usually I fake it
Someday I know she's gonna be
The death of me
Whatever makes you smile
Whatever helps you see
Whatever is in style
Keep that away from me
Whatever makes you cry
Whatever it may be
If that’s what gets you by
Keep that away from me
Whatever gets you high,
Whatever it is this week,
Everything will be alright,
Don’t slip away from me
I wont ask you to change
To something you can never be
I just need you sometimes,
To keep away from me
You’ve spent more than I can count but still blame me when there’s no money
Buying into everything then wondering why your left with nothing
I don’t want to talk about it
I don’t need to understand
I just want to live each moment
Just like there’s no tomorrow
Think about the things you wish for because they might just happen
All the things you put me through and how it’s tearing me down
Thoughts of me inside your head will only leave you missing something
And even though I love the things you do sometimes I wish the world would
Stop
I don’t know why I’m always stuck in this hole
I have issues
No self- respect when you want me to self- destruct when I’m with you
666 in Technicolor does it for me like no other
Mind control just like big brother
Give it to me, I want it
I don’t know why I’m always stuck in this hole
I have issues
No self- respect when you want me to self- destruct when I’m with you
Something quick to make me right
Just to get me through another night
What have you got? I want it
Give it to me, I need it
What have you got? I want it
Give it to me, I need it
What have you got? I want it
Give it to me, I need it
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Everything you've got
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Till the day I die
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Ready or not
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Everything you've got
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Till the day I die
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Ready or not
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Everything you've got
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Till the day I die
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Ready or not
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Everything you've got
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Till the day I die
Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie
Ready or not
I know I’m never perfect
But I’m doing all I can
I know my life’s a big mess
I still hope you understand
I’ve been feeling pretty ugly
And I take it out on you
I really should be happy
For all the little things you do
Sometimes things just don’t work out
And I start to question who I am
It really seems the weight of the world
Is so much more than I could ever stand
When you feel like everyone
Points their finger straight at you
Remember it’s a pretty ugly world
And that’s what pretty ugly people do.
Pretty Ugly and The Secret Society
Words and Music: Zim ZumSee More - Another day reminds me
of my not so solid state
Reception distorted
As I self medicate
In this world where were all used and then thrown away
... Too sick, too tired to try to find a reason to stay
This is just one of many ritual breakdowns
Page six, celebrity meltdown
Giving into every single one of my vices
This is just another personality crisis
If todays the day I lose control
If todays the day I just let go,
If I don’t say goodbye I meant to let you know
If my heart should stop
Please try to finally be at ease
Leave me lifeless as there’s nothing left of what you thought was me
This is just one of many ritual breakdowns
Goodbye
Giving into every single one of my vices
This is just another personality crisis
If you thought you really knew me
Is this what you thought I'd be?
When you think you're starting to see
You’re still just looking through me
Never knowing what I might find
When I look in the mirror
Pictures in the back of my mind
Aren’t getting any clearer
Nobody's counting on me
So I’m not gonna change a single thing
And I’m so fucking tired of trying to be
Something even close to
Making you happy
The question is still why
You feel the need to try
To read between the lines
And trade the truth for lies
The question is still why
You feel the need to try
To read between the lines
And trade the truth for lies
This is just another personality crisis
Personality Crisis (Intro/Vs. I-VII)
Words and Music: Zim ZumSee More I think i'm out of my mind
I think i'm losing control, again
It's what I know how to do
I'm even better when I hate you
...Continue Reading- I need you
to help me make sense of this place
I need you
to walk with me through these strange days
I need you
... to try to make me understand
I need you
Because my life is always in your hands
I need you
when I want to make believe I'm a man
I need you
to carry me across this wasteland
I need you
to break my fall when I take a stand
I need you
because my life is always in your hands
Everything you do means something
Anything without you is nothing
Everything you do means something
Anything without you is nothing
I need you
to silence all the voices in my head
I need you
to forget the things I wish I never said
I need you
to shake me from this state i'm in
I need you
because I cant remember where i've been
I need you
to hide away the key to my cell
I need you
to promise me that you will never tell
I need you
to tell me I could be something great
I need you
so, please, please tell me before it's too late
Everything you do means something
Anything without you is nothing
Everything you do means something
Anything without you is nothing
Everything you do means something
Anything without you is nothing
Everything you do means something
Anything without you is nothing
Nothing
words and Music: Zim ZumSee More One day i'm gonna light the match
that burns the whole world down
I'll be dancing in the ash
One day but not today
...Continue Reading- I have hopelessness and despair in my brain
like a hard wired message playing in my head
that says, blame everyone else for all this pain
I have hopelessness and despair in my brain
... goodbye shadows, goodbye light, let me introduce myself, I am the night
the art of silence has become my science,
for ever and ever i'll never mention my chemicals
goodbye shadows, goodbye light, say hello to endless days of night
I have hopelessness and despair in my brain
like a hard wired message playing in my head
that says, blame your mom and dad for all this pain
I have hopelessness and despair in my brain
so confused I cant help but wonder, if todays the day that I go under
I wont waste a single second hoping someday you will realize
I've been living in the dark for so long to see the light now would surely kill me
I'm up and i'm down
i'm spinning around
i'm giving up hope
i'm at the end of a rope
I'm trying to stay
but i'm slipping away
further and further and further each day
so confused I cant help but wonder, if todays the day that I go under
I wont waste a single second hoping someday you will realize
I've been living in the dark for so long to see the light now would surely kill me
I'm up and i'm down
i'm spinning around
i'm giving up hope
i'm at the end of a rope
I'm trying to stay
but i'm slipping away
further and further and further each day
Inherently Hopeless
Words and Music; Zim ZumSee More - I’m not quite sure just how I should feel
When every single thing I see
Is so unreal
And even though I run like hell,
There’s no way out of here
... I’ve lied and cried and tried to die
If there’s a God does he even know
I’m still here and I’ve never stopped trying
Does he see someone like me?
Does he know sometimes I feel like dieing?
I love to stand in the rain
And stare into outer space
As I choke on the air
Hell’s not such a bad place,
There’s still a smile on my face
I’m nowhere,
Wishing I was somewhere,
Dreaming of not being around when it all goes to hell
There’s a voice inside my head,
Sometimes I hear what it says,
It says that I am the one
That should go straight to hell
All I ever wanted to see
Is what’s right in front of me
And I love to watch
As it all goes to hell
Who’s to say what’s wrong or right?
Even though it’s all the same
I’m not the only one to blame
And it’s such a shame
Because it’s all a game to me
You can sit there praying
For truth in all the things your saying
I wont waste my time with you
Or what you think is the key to who you are
Do you really think there’s someone with all the answers?
Do you really think there’s someone who watches over
You
Don’t really think there’s someone that will forgive you
I hope you didn’t think there’s something left to believe in
Do you really think there’s someone with all the answers?
Do you really think there’s someone who watches over
You
Don’t really think there’s someone that will forgive you
I hope you didn’t think there’s something left to believe in
I’m not quite sure just how I should feel
When every single thing I see
Is so unreal
And even though I run like hell,
There’s no way out of here
I’ve lied and cried and tried to die
If there’s a God does he even know
I’m still here and I’ve never stopped trying
Does he see someone like me?
Does he know sometimes I feel like
I’m nowhere,
Wishing I was somewhere,
Dreaming of not being around when it all goes to hell
There’s a voice inside my head,
Sometimes I hear what it says,
It says that I am the one
That should go straight to hell
All I ever wanted to see
Is what’s right in front of me
And I love to
Watch, It go, to hell,
But meanwhile I’m still stuck in the middle of
Nowhere wishing I was somewhere,
Dreaming of not being around when it all goes to hell
There’s a voice inside my head,
Sometimes I hear what it says,
It says that I am the one
That should go straight to hell
All I ever wanted to see
Is what’s right in front of me
And I love to
Watch, It go, to hell,
But meanwhile I’m still stuck in the middle of
Nowhere wishing I was somewhere,
Dreaming of not being around when it all goes to hell
Hell’s Not Such a Bad Place
words and music: Zim ZumSee More - I fit right in
In a world gone psycho
I shed my skin as everybody goes crazy
My time has come
In a world gone psycho
... Black out the sun
Everybody’s gone crazy
I’ll stay inside
until the world’s not so fucked up
Take a look around
it’s the dawn of the dead
In the middle of downtown where there’s nothing but freak shows
And everyone’s your best friend
But you’ll still wake up feeling stupid
Who said that I was the one who was coming down?
(that) I had come and gone?
(that) I would take the fall?
Seems you didn’t know at all
That I was the one who was coming down
(that) I had come and gone
(that) I would take the fall
Who used to know it all?
The closer I seem to get
The more I have to regret
And everyone that I see
Keeps changing faces on me
I don’t have to be a kid with a gun
But I'd do that and more just to get your attention
I don’t have to be a kid with a gun
I'll live with or without your love and affection
I don’t have to be the popular one
Though I've never been good at dealing with rejection
I don’t have to be the popular one
In the middle of it all I'm still feeling unaffected
Asking, telling, fighting, yelling, begging, pleading
Always needing
Selfish, greedy, disconnected, cold and numb and unaffected
Coming Down Unaffected (Intro/Vs. I-IV)
words and music: Zim ZumSee More - You gave me everything and now you want it back
so come and get it
You scratch, you claw, you kick, you scream, you want it all
so fucking get it
Theres always room for one more monkey on my back
... so come and get it
and I know you'll ride me till the credits fade to black
so come and get it
When I get up you just cant wait to tear me down
so come and get it
with cheap shot drive by's just like all the other clowns
so come and get it
So you think you'll be the first one, to make me shut my mouth
Well step right up lets see what you've got
I'll fucking, knock you out.
So you think you've go the words now to finally set me straight?
Spit it out, lets hear the speech, cause
I aint got time to waste
So you think you'll be the first one to make me shut my mouth
well step right up lets see what you've got
I'll fucking knock you out.
Your like an addict you just dont know when to quit
so come and get it
You must be fucking high, to think anyone will believe your shit
so come and get it
You used up all you had so now you want it from me
so come and get it
Take a look around this aint the land of the free
Come and Get It (Vs I-IV)
Words and Music: Zim ZumSee More - Everyone is laughing at me
knowing I
will never be happy
Shadows call
but I dont answer
... Darkness falls
and nothing matters
Some day I
will throw it all away
and say
It all meant nothing
Close my eye's
when I look broken
say goodbye
then tear me open
I was 13
Still they try to shut me out but now they cant ignore the noise
When she hurt me
Still they try to shut me out but now they cant ignore the noise
I was screaming
Still they try to shut me out but now they cant ignore the noise
I was bleeding
Still they try to shut me out but now they cant ignore the noise
Still they try to shut me out but now they cant ignore the noise
Still they try to shut me out but now they cant ignore the noise
Still they try to shut me out but now they cant ignore the noise
Still they try to shut me out but now they cant ignore the noise
They tell you that your gonna' be
all that you wanna' be
but the ceilings made of glass
to brainwash the working class
History is a school
where they teach skepticism
the rich get rich and the poor get poorer
while the devils teach kids communism
I know how you feel
cause' I can feel it too
and I know what you hear
cause' I can hear it too
and I know what you see
cause' I can see it to
that's why I'm standing here
ready to fight with you
Cant Ignore The Noise (Vs. V- VII)
words and music Zim ZumSee More
