
Our true potential in Christ. Most of us will never have the opportunity or privilege to realize that truth and worth. We live in a dark and broken world, a world that bases its value in material things and relationships with others...

My big boy is turning 4. I cannot believe that tomorrow would have been Will’s 4th birthday. He was always so excited to be ‘big’ and to get presents, of course. I hate that I am dreading tomorrow and I am carrying this heaviness around about it. I w...

Have a little faith. Have a little faith in God. That is a short and simple statement but the meaning behind those words are HUGE. A little faith can go a long way and a lot of faith can carry you to infinite places...

The ache is so real. There was a point this past week that my chest actually started aching. I swear it was my heart literally hurting. The realness of what I am going through is settling in and it just hurt...

Reality is sinking in. The past couple of months have been a rollercoaster ride that I wish I could jump off of, but I’m stuck. I am stuck having to find my way through this nightmare. Struggling to find my footing again in life after the fact that Will isn’t coming back is sinking in. He...

Death is real. I found out some more heart wrenching news last night. I don’t want to say any names at the moment but a very good family friend ended up in the hospital yesterday evening. ...

I saw on our guest book the other day an ABC’s of God poem called the "Holy Alphabet' and this morning I had so much on my mind and all of these ideas of what to share in my next journal entry I came up with an ABC’s of losing a child and all of the emotions, feelings and experiences that acc...

“The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it? 10. I the Lord search the heart and examine the mind, to reward a man according to his CONDUCT, according to what his deeds deserve.” (Jeremiah 17:9-10) This verse really stands out to me lately. Pe...

Time heals all wounds. Time will tell. It’s only a matter of a Time. Time is of the essence. These are all commonly used phrases about time. I honestly was just sitting here not knowing how to start off this journal because it has been a couple weeks since my last, and they started pouring out. ...

Today has been a tough day so far. It is actually more like a month ago to today and though I posted that journal a couple days ago titled ‘one month today’ I didn’t struggle too bad that day and today it’s like my body knows it’s the 21st. I finall...

Get over yourself. I am sitting here at 6 a.m. with the tv on because I can’t sleep. Joyce Meyer is on the channel and it is titled ‘Living everyday Life”. I have been up since about 4 because sis woke up and I haven’t been able to go back to sleep since. My bra...

I cannot believe it has been 1 month. It is hard to explain and maybe some of you feel the same way but in a sense it feels like it was yesterday and in another way it feels like years. The separation has honestly only gotten worse, and the amount we miss him only more...

My cousin Sonia recently reminded me of a statement I made about motherhood after Will was born and she was expecting her first. We had frequent discussions about pregnancy, delivery and babies and since I had gone through it 1st I was more than happy to share my experiences with her...





