On the other side of the new building, so there's tunnel here. That They're probably jumping in the signal. Baby In a row, you can control. Philip, Right, Andrews Oh. That's awesome. Yes, it's it works. I'm figured out. Dressing to me. Yeah, it's I wish I had there was a good remote control. Sure they would shoot that. To the Justice Center. Yeah. The bed Come on. You guys are not listen. This is not. Let's go. We go to somebody who's going to. We step off the federal property you're subject. If you step on the property shut the fuck up. You have to Dream. With For more than 40 million 30 million, but you can't be done that's. Go go. Hey, what's up Y'all? No socks. I tell you it's. I've been. I I don't. At the I Yeah. So I just have to walk back to the car really quick and make a couple of adjustments. I forgot to set a power adapter up to this, so things have already been a little bit crazy. it would seem that there's already been a couple of arrests on the way down here. there was two Gass and so now it's really just see how things pan out so. Little bit of time, I'm gonna walk back to the car fix this cable issue. And then we'll go back down there. So if you're watching this on my camera channel, you can follow us at live from the end of the world at Twitch. So. No faces promised. And also help to breathe for two seconds. When I got here, the air was Super spicy. They had just deploy Gass about 20 minutes earlier and so we were still recovering from that we use everybody. Two masks on and try to come on Carl to try to fill the particulates from that and tell me my gamble just freak out on me. There we go hopefully we are right side up. I'm just gonna. Good job offspring Let's hope it will stay there for a minute. Yeah, it's surprisingly don't. Here. With the Making a quick adjustment guys and then we'll be back. In business Here for you. What we're doing this thing. We've got to prioritize power. Excuse me. Did you hand me this blue cable hanging off of my back? It's just hanging all the way down. Yeah. Anything else, No, I got it. Thank you. No, it's charging. we're good. Game of time. It's. Over here Way to come up. Hey, raise your hand if you want me. Don't do that. Right now. It was less than three. We are. Are you? One You do not need. It. On the property. With that. I know I keep thinking about. So I have. Some sort of like Why are you here? Good pussy Stupid Kimball. I'm working on it guys. And again those being done. Alright guys. I'm gonna end this right back reset my jumbo here. Three My camera here. So if you do lose just hang out right back. I'm trying. It's gonna be a pain in the ass so anyway. Which has really become the protest of the federal courthouse. This is here. It's really. The face of it let you know what's going on. Yeah again. I'm not streaming streams. It's just be here alongside with my own camera. Saturday night, this is right and so I also decided not to like myself that big things come. Vote 43 Four. Black 11 sir. I got a question for you. That's fair. Do you feel that? Depends on the And you're like. Let people know. Alright. I'm also sharing my opinion. So so so. Tonight, I'm down here doing my own. huh trying to get the attention you give me a call. We're doing this. I don't think they're people, but they're trying to make it right. I mean they went around the block and they came up. A little bit somebody said somebody throw a rock at their car and stopped in front of the front. A little bit. Just trying to get attention, you know. I think it's reasonable to say if he was trying to hurt anybody, he would have pointed a gun at but I mean I want to fire him. I I would say from my perspective and my training, but that was somebody who's trying to get attention. Yeah, right, That's exactly what whether it would be positive attention and the attention to go. We're just trying to get attention. they clearly we're not trying to hurt. It doesn't change the fact that within the city of Portland, what they did was, he was also they were getting attention by scary dudes that too scared of the gun and the right right. I don't disagree with you. Let me ask you something else subject change a little bit the other night. I want to do a interview with somebody lady who's sitting over there by the by the former elk and she basically ran out of her entire medical history. I was. Health issues and her family's past, and that's what I got from here with her is that you were trying to be empathetic. You were trying to communicate with her and you were trying to get from her point, but at the same time given that your live streaming. If you feel that it was ethical to somebody who's I mean on top of the fact that she was carrying her medical history. She was also a master. You know she really just didn't have any privacy at all And maybe he wasn't in a mental capacity to make a good decision about whether she should share her mental health history with the vastness. I think that you're talking about the person that I've had several interviews with and I've I've talked with her and make sure that she protects her boundaries and and let her let her know that if she wants to stop and let people share as much as they want to. I actually think that's we're human connection comes from and you share your pain with people openly the more open the more open you can. I'm very very open about my past and my history on here so I think that's actually valuable and if you're watching my. I think I think another girl you're talking about. I've had several interactions but. If you watch some of my interviews, I will stop you and I'll be just to let you know your boundaries and you. Let them to say okay. I actually think that the majority of the crowd when they watch that stuff of course, there's gonna be haters. It's the Internet, but the more majority of the crowds find empathy and they find connection you know well from another perspective that I know that you do what you you can't watch all the time because obviously I don't know what you do right and there's some holes in there. There are some trolls. So at at at the point, you know, somebody's say you know really ripping into somebody. do you and that person or interview? So the because I will give you my feedback on that interaction, which was people sitting there talking about how she's obviously a drug addict and this is why her life is so awful blah blah blah You sure absolutely and at some point it's go or maybe I shouldn't be airing some of this or I'm asking from your perspective as as as a journalist who to me, has claimed I'm an objective journalist, but I sure I think frankly right. So the first couple of nights I've been learning how to do all this stuff. I've never done before 30 days ago. I'm not I just started swinging a week ago to learn how to do that. The first couple of nights I had no mud and I got a couple of months. I'm very very strongly for the side of free speech so my role and I'm very clear with my no spam, no records targeted harassment so that's what people get paid for, but I want I wouldn't rather. On the side of open discussion and people being. Been to people in those discussions happening because reasonable people are who I'm trying to reach and the reason people are gonna see those people that are that are saying those things they're gonna pass them off the sides. you know if people are like people are hurt or something you know or using those words. look at this. I mean, I know you agree with you. I'll say that yesterday's broadcast for me 10000 views on Facebook 600 basically what can be easily cooked as racist or very anti BLM very anti this action call right. That's majority about me. not me. Okay. Okay. People are calling you that there was referring to what was happening here right, so, but the people who are coming out. I'm not. Just don't understand what okay so yesterday's broadcast. I did a multi stream of everybody's streams right on my Facebook broadcast love that because I broadcast out to Twitch Periscope, Facebook YouTube all of them right on my Facebook broadcast. The vast majority of the commentary is extremely extremely hurtful just to people in general right. I find that what I'm seeing in the commentary about this event is extremely negative on particular platforms. Facebook The two top offenders right, but in and if you look, I know you're just getting into this, but I've done broadcasting marketing for a long time, those particular metrics right now or the 30 to 65 but if you look at Twitch, for example, with with what I found shocking with the exception of your channel. for the most part, you have a much younger generation of people who in general are very supportive of people's. Exercises they believe in police reform they believe in something needs to be done here and find this to be justifiable. I just think it's interesting that for the most part, it seems from what I've seen so far and I'll be. I know you come in to 10 or 12. But it just seems like there's this difference when you're interviewing people out here. Do you find in general? Supporting views of the view. The they hit it right. They're targeting. okay. Why? Because that is not. What's up, It's like a transport passes. Well, what do you feel about about if you watched my I'm asking you right now. I think that adults should be able to do whatever they want in life, no matter what as long as they're not hurting somebody. So that's fair. I'll hear that are you aware that a vast majority of? Our adults that are state that they felt that that was their identity at a much younger age than what we would say a pie in the sky, Adult age of 18. When we talk about this, not on this particular bill, why not okay? I I have felt that I have struggled with my entire life. I've tried many different ways to handle that. The transgender nativity in my life and you don't think it's I'll be honest. I think it's a universal. I'm healthy, but I don't wanna push like I think the Nars unhealthy or being trans unhealthy. You think the narrative is generally unhealthy or being trans is generally unhealthy. I think that the desires. Inside the identity of born out of my childhood and out of pain and following more and more. But I don't want to take away the right if they want to they want. I found for myself that the more I tried to embrace my biological genders my masculinity. That storm is in the. So do you feel self-loathing inside of you that I think good with I think that my decision to move forward in the direction that I've chosen is not born out of self-loathing, but I think that the transgender inclination the phenomenon is going out of self-loathing. I think that. Feelings. Oh, that's an interesting perspective, and I can definitely see why people would label you as transphobic. from that perspective. The professors is not. Some of these ideas. I see here's the other thing, though it is good to have. Perspective right, but what we were just talking about was your perspective right, so there is no greater authority on your perspective that. He's been mentioning that I'm not alone. I don't think there's anybody out there with only one idea. What you feel Now that you've been out here for 45 minutes. We believe that our country is the nuclear family and the units the building block of Western culture and that has been attacked for a couple of generations now modern Western culture. What do you mean by that so Western culture? Modern Western culture in the religious idea of you must have a family, your family must grow. you know not much. My buddy I made a statement. I'll try to pair. Do you believe that there's White privilege? Civilization Set of values and traditions that for those who embodied those seem to have. Those Use it the more. The workout. The numbers don't agree with. The people of color out here, but small number of people of color that we have out here have said that they don't have the ability to take advantage of what you just said, which is correct if I'm wrong a Western. Get a Western lifestyle, or is that a Western Sosa? In 1930 before the Population in the US. The welfare state. 19 thirties. How stable households today is one of the lowest rates in the country. There's more to not have a father. I'll say that I'm not a sociologist so I'm not. I'm not going to go deep into that, but I will say that I would encourage you to look more or look. Because I feel like they're over simplifying a problem, I really don't think that the idea I just expressed is simple. Your perspective so I can. I I feel that coming from somebody who has not had to wake up every single day and be worried if they're gonna be murdered or arrested or something that they didn't get. I'll give it this perspective. So when I was in high school, I smoke a lot of weed or whatever and I have a good friend of mine. While he wasn't a good friend. now we're just fine and he was saying to me he just you know he again like you just said he doesn't believe the White privilege is is is the right label Is it just? And my response to him was. Keep want to say his name, but I'm not gonna say his name. All those times that we would skip school and go get high in the Park, concerts show up or whatever never ever in my in at any point, regardless of what time of day, it was whether we're breaking curfew or whatever never ever had I ever imagined being shot at never ever had I ever imagined being a rested? the one that was taken to jail? What I knew what happen is that we would get picked up the. Drivers back to our parent's House. That's what would happen. That's where it would end at 15 years old and there are a tremendous number of people in this community who are saying that is not their reality. I don't have the reference to say that the reality is in any way in because I can't imagine the reality of going to a party with my friends. When I should be in school smoking, some weed cops on us in the first thing I have is am I gonna get shot or that actually does happen. It doesn't happen. it does no it doesn't. Hold on I want I wanna hear the. Do not get stuck in it doesn't, but they do get something. Are you still claiming that happens or not that they get that they get arrested or that they're fearful of. Getting shot at the Park during the day, but they're doesn't happen that they're fearful it doesn't. that's that's my point. There are rational fears and there are rational fear If people are scared of something that never happens. That's an irrational fear. So what I wanna do is I wanna get back to this? What I wanna do is hold on. I like I wanna connect with you and maybe we'll do a zoom connection or something like that because I'd like to do a a a more in-depth conversation about this and I also wanna give you this I. Certain intensity and when I'm speaking, you had it, I wanna make sure you're right. I have it because my focus is very split and I'd like to continue this and actually share that respect in that. I would love it So point of view today. I want you to start at least I don't wanna be some preacher out. you're trying to convince the world that I'm trying to play dialogue. I know some people don't believe that but I really am. So what I'll do is I'll connect with you. We'll do a different interview with more time and less distractions. We'll continue with that. My Twitch channel is live at the end of the world. Okay, and I know yours so Bill in Phoenix. Nice to meet you take care of yourself. You need to step back for a minute guys and mask off for a couple of minutes and get some fresh air. Maybe you guys a little further back perspective. I actually do wanna continue that conversation with Bill and with Phoenix. Because You don't believe in White privilege. I just don't understand how they don't understand the situation and so that's the conversation that would definitely gonna have to come back to. I feel like villain is well intended, but not necessarily well executed. Maybe he's out here with good intentions. Maybe not I I I don't know but we'll see. And something that I think that we should really. He's got the inside. And everybody's ignoring it. these guys come out and attack people and. That's where the attention is. So yeah, so that's that's the mighty Plywood Justice Center, which is the building that is theoretically housing people in the focal point. Let's say 38 days of protest or so. We're in until recently, things have really focused on the federal grants. It's Saturday I I come out. What's that sure so how long you've been? About okay, So here's the initial Gass. I got here right after that. there was no fight here. so tonight I think Saturday night come down broadcast my own stream instead of everybody else. Right, you gotta do what you. So it's interesting that they have the doors open up. We've got the. Yeah. Well, What? The governor already. And on top of it, the judges ruled that. There. Oh, yeah. It's the first time I've ever seen the back door open. Yeah. That's definitely weird. The other night They're until they decide to run out. It's almost like they're yeah. And that's that's one of the interesting things is you know, Portland police and basically this we've stopped people. We have several days, but nothing happened down here at all. Over there. Smoking in everyone's for another one, but then they decided to go back. With him they just came out. Hey, man you stay safe. Don't don't tell. We're. That I tweeted about that earlier. And so. Right so it may. From a specific. What's going? Again, Especially like I. But now. 11 being there and then the other. That's. I check mine. So where are we at here? I'm. we want you. The I. and then. Time. Time for a great job. Okay. You don't have to. So, But I know that you've been. From what I've from what? Hi. I Hey. Six. One One Same time. There's another one. Having enough on the go like this whole conversation is like I should check my battery. So kind of maintaining it was at 74 when I plugged it in and it's still plugged in. Oh I see I'm having the same issue. Yeah interesting. Yeah. It's just there's no winning. you've gotta have a high-end freak like I have a a battery pack with a AC plug on it right now. so I'm using the Samsung Charger, but it's still just maintaining. Yeah. I think I'm gonna go. Drops on the paper. Donate to so you can get a good battery. No. that's okay. Thank you. Thank you. no. please donate to the. 43 To do. Over there. You see what. What? How's this for? Keep going. The same way. You better wake up. The fuck this is the Here we go. Thank you. Here. So you can get a view here guys here. it's pretty spicy. So the air is pretty spicy y'all We there's gas deployed. clearly my dog was sucked clearly, but they're clearing the Park and yeah. I'm gonna keep a view that's my second mask, but I'm gonna walk the other direction but. Fuck Yeah, please. Thank you another one. yeah. Motherfuckers Thank you. Spicy air. It's a spicy one. Fuckers Tell you what that's a fucking play. I mean it was generally pretty clear the whole time that I was walking and I still got enough, particularly need for my face to be burning and I think I have my masks. I don't know that's on in a few minutes agenda so. Hey. Federals or Portland have no. Restriction against them from hitting the press and regardless of the first amendment protections, the press can still be fucking tear Gass and so we are. Let's see if I can find my glasses here so we are covered in fucking gas. They're not great. I mean, yeah the people in the moment, but I can see how a CS gas is probably like Mason and angry dog. You just get more fucking angry afterwards because I've been objectively viewing this whole thing all night long. I'm not participating for journalistic purposes and now I'm pissed off. So yeah. I'm pissed shot in the air. I saw I saw I hope you're feeling better. So now I'm pissed off and and that's. Gonna be the side effect of people walk back down towards the federal courthouse is that people are gonna be pissed off. so I my eyes feel a little bit better now get my glasses back on so I can read things. On that these goggles suck because they suck. Gross. First Amendment folks has nothing to do with Portland at all federal government now no longer recognizes First Amendment either people are getting ready. I'm gonna drop my feet. Come on. Carbon fiber You're okay, We are getting ready to Mark up so I'm gonna get back in. Get my mask back on. Bullshit Fuck Tribute What I do to drug abuse, you are a. What did you not just hear me? They say that guy's doing that because he's. If I, And I don't do that. Somebody Over here, we're really from the mask, I would have thought you were a little further. The last word dumb as you can. No, it's not it's. Not made for. Alright. Real Do what I can to. Come on by. I Right here. Over here back over here. Okay. It looks like we came back. We're still. Now, Let's see if we can fix that it's. We are still live. You already see China. Tokyo I know I gotta get a bad or something. To show em how you can. I thought I was clear I was surprised. Oh, I was shocked. You don't feel good to be you Some people. You know you're wrong. Paycheck you there. Your duty Remember the most. There you go. That shit. Hi. Hold on guys, it's tighten up a little bit there we go. This thing does one thing that's. So at this point, what we've got is a bunch of angry people who just got gassed. so much fun, I I don't come down here enough to justify the expense of of a mask. Oh we're moving. Guys look at this really quick here we go. Go to the other side it was. I gotta go. You changed my life, You took my queen. I was somebody who's just letting me know that the line of police officers. I'm aware there's. I've seen him do one. Again, You can see they step back up again. Basically told people to shut the fuck out and they'll be back and then people didn't show the fuck out so they came back now. it looks like they're stepping back again. Spicy air Spicy air Eric Great up there. He's got a mask so he's right in the thick of it. He's got a mask. he's right up there. Put some paint ball around or pepper ball rounds going into the crowd. They're hiding behind the car. I don't know who the fuck Park right there. Eric Mos That's nice. That is hilarious. Attention. Attention attention. Really spicy blowing. The wind has shifted. A little pressure. Does not take much. Step back to the other courthouse. Let it go over there. Back there. It is still remarkably over here. And Lingering I need him to stop and see a man my goddamn stream. we will Spicy fucking air. Take it back for me. Oh, God damn. That is spicy in there folks. Jalapeno indeed, Whoo. Okay. Get my pull off here really quick and we will I really want a DMD Cia my fucking. With their fucking music and that's just how it goes sometimes. I love to be able to breathe right. How good he's leaving. Okay. So. I set this here for a minute it's better so we're at right now is The number of people has dramatically decreased. Obviously you know tear gas has been affected and the people that are hanging around. most of them have some sort of protection or so my eyes are still fucking pissed. One night I Don. So what I am gonna do is I am going to probably call it a night for myself. so I may when I get back home when I get back home, I mainstream some other folks. we'll see if people are still out here right now. I mean it's it's been down quite a bit. My eyes are actually getting better, so what's interesting is that tear gas that CS gas went into Rosedale Park and just kinda fucking hang around there I even with my double masks, so the problem was so first off. It's Super late at night, which is why I'm saying things all destroyed. I will say that when dealing with gas, one of these and one of these together work really well honestly to to get the Gass I was impressed that being said, I could definitely have not taken a full fucking gas right in the face Whatever they're using right now, whether it be CSS or whatnot, but the real problem with it is that once you get in your eyes once it's on your face, it's just it seems like a mother fucker, which is why I was surprised that it was you know I don't know if it's at CS. It's not yellow. It may be a type of pepper. that's not the yellow CSPD is using, but it's just kinda hung there in the Park Yeah, at this point, what I see happening down there is the feds are gonna go back in whether somebody hits in the fire again or not we'll see I don't think I'm gonna hang around guys. I think this is gonna be in the stream for now and may again come back later. again it's it's it's been something you know. Normally. most of you folks join me on my streams where all stream Erica or or rats or fill up or any any number of the other streamers down here and I'll have them up one of my in my streams. Oh Jesus Christ Yes. But tonight we given that it's Saturday and I didn't have to. Posibilities you come down be the in person glad that I did I don't I don't wanna just restrain people's material all the time. I definitely wanna come down here and get some of my own perspectives and I will say you know the conversation I had with Rx earlier was really good about what would it actually take for people to go home and stop doing this every night and you know definitely rewind that part of the stream. I think it was a good conversation. She's not wrong. like I said Ted Wheeler really can't hide anymore behind the fact that our you know Police Department so big and whatnot with Seattle having defunded at 50 percent and relocated those funds towards other other things to help the community and respond better when an emergency call comes in. I do see with a lot of people they don't understand what defund means I really encourage you to look at that. There's a really great video by Trevor Noah actually on YouTube it talks about defunding the police. You know I've seen that political ad lately where you get your calling somebody cuz your House is getting broken into. you're getting a gun pointed at you or whatever and it's a voice machine and answers, and it says nobody there with a call time awake and call wait time of five days. That's not what defund the police means at all defund the. These two get police to focus on their specialty right so they focus on violent crimes, so they focus on domestic violence so they focus on. A particular skill set and then other people who have relatable skill sets, focus on mental health crisis or homelessness issues. We have a huge issue of Portland here. you know the police being called every five seconds for a homeless issue, which they have to respond so a tremendous amount of our city budget is spent doing that and defunding means to use our funds. Wisely I think it's really interesting actually that conservative conservative-leaning people are not more supportive of the defund movement because really what we're talking about is wasting less money using the money more effectively and prudently, and I would imagine from conservative politics that if it were for lack of a better market than the correct way. I can't imagine it wouldn't be a conservative thing to say, but let's use our money more wisely. With law enforcement, let's use our more money more wisely with social services and so there's a great video by Trevor Noah Noah I highly recommend heading over to YouTube after the screen and watch it later on or just remember. Hey, there's a great video like Trevor Noah. Just Google Search defund The police Trevor Noah. It's gonna pop up. It's a great video. I had a good conversation tonight with the Phoenix again don't agree with in Phoenix on really a lot of anything. But we started to heavily conversation that was really difficult to maintain focus on that conversation with everything that's going on. so I'm gonna contact the Phoenix and see if we can have an additional discussion on zoom or maybe six feet per chat or something along that nature. another thing to discuss social distancing. we're outside for 12 almost everybody. I would say we five percent of people. Don't have a mascot. Almost everybody has some sort of mask and a lot of people are just wearing full on respirators which are gonna exceed and 95 rating so. I feel like people are doing well at. As safe as they can obviously the situation is agitated and CS gas is brought into the situation and people's faces. You know they're having reactions to CS gas, sneezing and crying and all the things Associated with that. So obviously that's not helping the situation. Obviously, I'm not reading Stream chat today because this phone won't do both. it won't let me see the streams and so I'm not able to respond to this. You guys are saying that being said I do appreciate all of you for watching tonight. follow us. If you haven't already subscribe to us on YouTube, I could definitely use to help with more subscribers on YouTube. It's live from the end of the World dot com live from the end of the world on Facebook live from the end of the world. On everything on Twitter, it's the abbreviations the first letter of each word and yeah we're gonna keep reporting on this until it changes. I wanted to change. I want people to go home. I want us to not be here. I want us as a city to not be here. That doesn't mean that I think that there's no reason for this voice. it doesn't. I think that the demands are unanswered and if you think it's just the demands of three to 500 people who stand here, there have been marches with 10000 look at Commissioner harvesting responses to the Portland Police actions right. Outcry from the citizens of Portland, This just happens to be the one that gets the most use and a lot of ways. I hope that we'll get to a place that this can end because obviously this isn't sustainable. It's not sustainable for the police Department. It's not sustainable for our city spending. It's not sustainable for the people who come out here every night, but. At the same time, they're exercising their first Amendment rights. I did see tonight that somebody had a little fire in one of the bathrooms don't agree with that. I'm not cool but there's very little fire. I mean, honestly people's gonna be fucking. I'm fireworks by now. there were no general flyers in the Park so. I mean it was it was overall pretty peaceful before I got here tonight. Apparently the federal agents arrested some of for drawing on the sidewalk, so the reasons have been extremely protective of a big building. it's like there's some more something going on over there. I'm gonna let you guys go find some other streams. go look at Eric Greatwood streams. If you go to our website at live from the end of the World dot com, there's a link there for port. Or Portland journalist for independent journalists, almost everybody that I saw here tonight is there go follow their streams. Go watch their streams and I will see you guys probably tomorrow. take care. Thanks for watching hit like and subscribe. Follow all those good things.