- I am your typical outgoing, loud, annoying, daring teen. I've drank out of toilets, kissed dogs' asses, toyed with out of state relationships, and fallen off horses and broke bones. I haven't ever backed out of a dare.
I'm in the best relationship, with the sweetest boy. I know, I know. A boy. Who would've guessed that. He has lifted me up onto my feet and made me realize just how important I am to people. I pray he is the one I grow old with, but for now we will play it by year, and live each day for what it's worth.
More to add about this joyful boy. Chase; I love you. I cry when we fight, I am cold when we are apart, and most importantly, I'm happy when I'm with you. I am truly happy. Not content. Not okay. Straight, pure happiness. I'm so glad I became more then the girl behind you in 3rd hour. I'm so glad you've given me multiple opportunities to grow up and change. I'm happy to have you as my other half.
I miss the good old days with my friends. David, Talana, Audrey, Bethany, Jodi... I miss you all so much it hurts. I keep wondering what I could've done to help save the group, but I know it was bound to split. Maybe in the future we can get along, all together. I know everyone of us has some annoying qualities to the others, but that's what makes us different...
I'm slowly learning more about myself, and as the days go on, I've come to an understanding that I am important, and I need to take care of myself before I take care of others. It's going to be a tough road, but I have a fantastic set of friends behind me that have my back 100% of the time.
I love you so very much, every time i hear your voice i smile. you are beautiful, and you don't even accept it. you make me happy even when you don't think you do. you are a great person and a great owner, you treat everyone as well as you do your "babies". I stay up at night just to talk to you, and when i am with you everything is ten percent cooler. sometimes its longer then ten seconds flat, but that is fine, we have time. I am still amazed that this started out as you being the girl with the big eyes and the big heart that sat behind me in third hour. so much has changed since then. I hope to be everything to and for you and even more. I look up to the stars every night and see your smile. i love you. (shiro ookamikun)
- 'I like to look at a glass half empty.'
'Keep your friends close and your enemies closer'
'Life gave me the lemons but I'm squeezing them to tight to do anything with them'