I had the worst day of my entire life and im just picking up the pieces but what my eyes are seeing is a lot.

Not even 24 hours im seeing the likes of Helen Tyner, Maze Jackson, Keith Harris, Tenille Jackson, Patrick Brutus, and a few other older people id hoped would either understand these pains or come see me to help me navigate this. However these fellow black so called fighters are already kicking me in undoubtedly my lowest moment.

I however am encouraged by the humani...ty displayed by SSA, CPD, other nationalities, Journalist, elected officials, other countries, activist, family, friends, reporters, clergy, peers, etc. Im not wanting to die anymore but whoa the pain is cutting deep. I however have no more to lose, gloves are staying off. This freed a part of me that must take away the power of pain in passion. i must get my healing but i need Chicago to truly see why we are getting no better.